hey guys! i've been trying my best to update my profile as often as i could but i guess i don't have enough time (and money) to have 'internet' all the time...
i already told my mom to get me a broadband and yet until now i didn't get any responds... i think (she's) too buy me one...
there are so many things i want to share about right now but then my mind is not that set to writing (i mean, composing) words right... feel ko lang ngayon ang mag.post...
right! NEW YEAR.. uhm, my new year is not what i have expected but i guess i can call it a 'HAPPY NEW YEAR', think soooo... as long as my family is intact, it's the best New Year for me...
but, this time i think new year celebration will be much happier if my dad was there with us... but it's alright, maybe next year He will be...
this month is full of holidays (for me) and more celebrations.. i think it is my jolliest month yet...
BUT sometimes (ok! most of the time), i feel lonely and alone inside and out... and the bad part was (is) IDK why...
and the worst scene is that 'suicide' thingy will always popped into my head... but i'm too intelligent (hahah! kidding) to do such a thing...
but yeah! i really felt ALONE... 'til now...
and maybe (just maybe!) this not the right place for me to live... (just a thought)... what choices do i have???
maybe i'll just follow where my North wind IS...if only i had a COMPASS! (make any sense?)
and as for now, i'll just have to appreciate what is given to me and DEPRECIATE bad thoughts!!! (it's a good thing, right?)
and oh! i almost forgot... Happy Birthday to my Friend.. Charles Cyril Alvar Apigo... :)
'till then folks! this has been MAICA,,, signing OFF... *_*
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