i just thought *.*

"when we talked to each other
i know something better will happen
and that something is our friendship
maybe it's not so obvious that i care for you
but all i can say is I DO"

"if you are in pain right now
sorry 'cause i can't comfort you
sometimes one factor of a barrier is distance
and by that i can no longer be in your side"


"i don't why i suddenly had this strange feeling about you
we are not that close but i still consider you as my friend
i never had many happy memories with you
but when i think of the past
it seems like we really had a lot of great times"
-Mr. infinity

Happy Father's Day Pa!

When i feel like Princess, he is my King.

When i am sick, he is my Doctor.

When i feel like i bursting into flames, he is my Fireman.

When i don't understand a word, he is my Talking Dictionary.

When i can't understand at all, he is my Walking Library.

He is not an artist that portrays all this roles.

Me and Dad

He is not a god.

He is just a mortal.

He is the one i often called FATHER.

Although he is not an actor but he surely got skills and talent to do all this job.

I am no movie Director nor acting Critique but i can say that He surely played all of this lead role perfectly awesome.

He is not perfect but he tried to be one just for us.

And we love him so much.

I never often said the words 'i love you Pa' in front of him everyday,

So, i will grab this opportunity to say 'thank you' for being such an understanding father to me and to my siblings.

I just want you to know that whenever someone to talk to, don't hesitate to open up to us.

And don't let alcohol deceive you. We're just here waiting for you to approach us.

In this Father's Day Special, i would like to say to you 'I LOVE YOU PA'

Happy Father's Day.

o.O

 

another DAY of EXPLORING

i just stepped out safely from the water vehicle and felt again the Visayan breeze.

people of 5.. wandering around the beautiful city of CEBU.
before any "lakwatsa", we have some individual businesses to do.
as for me, i will pay for my enrollment fee and transfer my things to rm. 205 from 305..
(sigh!) so much things to do. so much things to carry..

sana payagan akong sumama sa LEYTE. i'm really looking forward for the approval.
i'm so excited also for our SIMALA visitation..

that's for today. got to go!!!

'till next post my guests. *_*

life's blazing by

it only seems yesterday that i took an entrance examination for my university and this week i will have my final examination for my 2nd year 2nd semester. i have a really tough times when it comes to studying because i am excited of going home, i don't have the energy to flip a page of my book. i didn't even have book for my other subjects. i took for granted my studies and i feel bad about it. i feel blue these days.

and now, my brother's graduation is fast approaching and yoohoo! my father will be here soon..

i'm so excited about it and very much overwhelmed because finally my father's leave papers are now approved and he will be here at 24th of this month.. Gosh! am really excited.. excited energy is way over my head right now.

my bro will be college this upcoming school year, ang bilis talaga ng years. and hopefully, he will study here in cebu with but unfortunately his mind is messed up right now. he didn't know yet what course he will take up. just like me, still confuse if this is really for me. still i want to pursue this course, it's just i need more support like moral support, emotional support because i easily get senti these days.

that is why i really need to convince my brother to study here para naman may makasama ako. pati na rin ang pinsan ko na si shy-shy, kinukumbinsi ko rin na dito na mag-aral. well, good luck to me about that.

moving on, this is only i can say: "Life's blazing by, so, manage time and don't forget to stop once in awhile to see a blue moon moments"

this is Ciam, ciao #signing Off *_*

a tremendous TRANSFORMation :)

we had given the chance to witness a tremendous party-rock worshiping at our school today..

the segment was entitled TRANSFORMED having a logo much like the movie TRANSFORMERS but the silver head had a nose forming a Cross that represent God and his Son, Jesus..

it was a BANG! when it started.. all of the students at the wrocklage yard participated in their own way like they clap their hands with a stomping feet, some jumped following the beat of the drums.. it was like worshiping with a little bit of modern style..

i really enjoyed the occasion even though i had no friends along after the introduction of the program because they need to go elsewhere and i chose to finish 'The Campus Feast' by myself with strangers around..

i prayed to God na sana may makita akong kakilala ko para hindi ako mag-isa sa seat ko.. and guess what, He answered me directly.. nakita ko ang dorm-mate sa kiliran ko.. so i approached them and there i was, sitting with them all through out the program until such time that they decided to go home na..

after that, i danced and praised alone until i saw my other dorm-mate at the front on the left side so i go to her and there, we danced and sang together..

no'ng malapit na matapos, we danced on the space at the front together with other students.. and there, 'The Campus Feast' ended with a BIG BANG!!

another memorable experience for me.. yehey! and the very good news is there will be monthly campus feast to be held at the main campus.. i guess it will start next school year.. 

'till next time. this has been you writer, Ciam... #signing Off.. *_*

an expedition to Camotes (sweet potatoes) Island :)

last weekend was one of my best weekend here in cebu..

well, hindi nman sa city ang outing namin..

it is an island across city boarder named Camotes Island..

we woke up very early in the morning just to catch up the so called 'ferry boat'...

it is our traveling vehicle para makapunta sa island..

we started sailing almost 5am and we had the opportunity to admire the beautiful sunrise above sea..
and it was like living in an orange world.. the blue sky was replaced by a tangerine color..

when the island was now getting bigger in plain sight, i was touring myself at the corner of the vehicle..
as i look below the waters, softly-waving seaweeds and healthy corals are now visible..
even though there are few garbage floating because of the strong rain last night,
still, the ocean at that part was very clear and reach to the point where i can see school of fish..


as i reached at the dock, the sun was angrily striking at my skin and it happened that i forgot to put some moisturizing cream and sunblock lotion, what a mess of me!!
but my worries were gone when my eyes were diverted to dark green mountains which are very refreshing to look at.. what a relaxing view.. it was like a paradise with matching eye massage.. i was refreshed.. cool!

after a quick rest at Ate M's boarding house, we then have a almost an hour ride to Santiago White Beach were most of our photos were taken.. vain much..
kahit hindi pa ako nakapunta ng Boracay, masasabi ko talaga na almost the same view saw at C.Island..
the sky was blue as well as the ocean but there other shades of blue and green which made the water very clear and the sand was purely white when hit by the rays of daylight..


it was quite a paradise and maybe if i were with my closest friends, napakabonggang trip talaga ang mangyayari.. but, i can say that i really enjoyed with Ate Mm, Marlo, and company..
the real celebration going on there was a farewell party to some of the boarders of Ate M's boarding house including her.. and i was overwhelmed and excited much when she invited me to go with her and she's happy that i'd say yes...

what a journey it has been, to be family and friends.. a memorable moment that will be cherished forever and never forgotten.. happy days!!

'sana may another trip na naman'.. 'am so craving for more adventures and trips..


'till then my readers, this is your writer Ciam #signing OFF... *_*

public panic and tsunami false alarm (my personal experience)

yesterday was a very nerve-breaking incident. February 6, 2012 11:55 am, a 20-second earthquake was happening at that time. i was at my room preparing myself for my 12 noon english class when suddenly all the bottles in our divider moved. i thought there were boarders running in the corridor so i went outside then i saw my roommate running and the roof was shaking, creating loud sound. i ran downstairs and then the quake stop for an instant.

papunta na ako sa school, paglabas ko ng dorm, (OMG!) ang daming students sa labas lalung-lalo na doon malapit sa Law building. pagdating ko sa Quadrangle, doon ang dami ding mga estudyante chatting, laughing, murmuring and etc. At 1:45 all classes at USC was suspended. 

i went to the 3rd floor, hinahanap ko si Charish kasi wala ng pasok. Inutusan pala siya to go to Western Union. sumakay kami ng jeep papunta Robinson pero may nakita man kami na branch ng WU on the way to Robi so we then decided to stop there nalang. unfortunately, hindi available ang referance number na g.ask ni Cha-Cha. so we stayed there for a couple of minutes.

as we went out na sa WU branch, may nakasalubong kaming nag-momotor tapos sabi pa niya "Uy! naay tsunami". tinawanan lang namin kaya lang na.sink in sa mga utak namin na seryoso talaga 'yung tao kaya ayun nakulbaan na mi. after that we crossed the street, that time we saw people running towards us and then we ask what was happening, they answered us "naay tsunami!" and the lady talking was like haggard na kaau iyang face.

hindi talaga namin alam kung ano ang gagawin namin kaya we ran nalang pud together with others. and there we reached Robinson's Mall and then we went to the overpass. there we saw the people below panicking and i was like "as in, tinuod jud?". then one of my friend texted me that there was a tsunami daw and the water was in Colon na daw. and Colon is like a street away from my dormitory. my knees are starting to shake na and then Charish and I tried to contact our parents and told them what was happening.

hindi na kami nagtagal sa overpass, we started to walk fast away from Fuente and then as we walk away we saw others crying and some of them was praying and then padayon lang gihapon mi ug lakaw. after that, we stopped to hear some news tapos nalaman nalang namin na false alarm lang pala and then tinawanan nalang namin ang mga pangyayari.

we walked padulong ayala kasi wala nay jeep ang nilabay and then there were big traffic because of the commotions. 'Yung iba nga iniwan nalang nila ang mga kotse nila kasi daw nga may tsunami.

after that foolish event, i felt relieved na jud and the only thing i saw at others' face was a big SIGH!

i thank God nah false alarm lang kasi hindi ko na alam kung ano ang gagawin ko kung totoo man iyon.

best line: CHARISH: hala, kung mamatay ko, ikaw jud akong kuyog. (she said to me when we were at the overpass)

lesson learned: "don't panic if you the news is not sure. just react to the possibilities"

'till then my subjects... this has been your writer (ciam)... *_*

second is better?

after a day of feeling unwell, here comes the first day of February.

as the month of Love starts, my day wasn't that bad but also not a good one.

bad news came to at the beginning of the day when my teacher(major) distributed our test papers.

i don't have the guts to expect for a high grade but i was devastated as i got my exam sheet.

OW MAI GOSH! my score is very very very very low... i only got 11 out of 50 and that's a bullsh*t..

of course it's all my fault kasi nga inuna ko pa ang tulog kaysa kunting pagbasa ng libro, ayan tuloy lugmok ang score.. what a jerk!

and before sir gave the sheets, he told as that even though the exam was easy yet majority of us got a low grade. and he also said "Unfortunately, one of you has a grade below 3.0 because you got low score in our long exams and midterm and you always absent and miss seat-works and assignments. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE".

i was struck by that phrase 'cause i know he was referring to me... ohh! and that made my day worst..

after that was my 1hr and 30mins vacant, tulalang-tulala pa rin ako sa nafeel ko.

para talagang nabagsakan ako ng isang building. it seems na guguho na ang mundo ko.

and it made me think to do the worst thing (suicide)

yes i am dull in class, but i'm not that dull to commit suicide for that matter of events.

pagkatapos nu'n, wala na akong gana pumasok kaya lang naisip ko na hindi naman lahat ng subjects ay hindi masaya. meron naman na happy ako kapag pumapasok ako just like my English subject.

hindi ko rin alam kung bakit hindi ako nahihiya kapag english time.

may confidence kasi ako pag.english na, ewan ko nga lang kung bakit.

baka dahil sa front row ako kaya hindi ako nahihiya. tapos kapag mag-orals ay hindi naman maririnig ng mga kaklase.

'till then.. this has been your writer (maica) *_*

a post to a new YEAR!

hey guys! i've been trying my best to update my profile as often as i could but i guess i don't have enough time (and money) to have 'internet' all the time...

i already told my mom to get me a broadband and yet until now i didn't get any responds... i think (she's) too buy me one... 

there are so many things i want to share about right now but then my mind is not that set to writing (i mean, composing) words right... feel ko lang ngayon ang mag.post...

right! NEW YEAR.. uhm, my new year is not what i have expected but i guess i can call it a 'HAPPY NEW YEAR', think soooo... as long as my family is intact, it's the best New Year for me...

but, this time i think new year celebration will be much happier if my dad was there with us... but it's alright, maybe next year He will be...

this month is full of holidays (for me) and more celebrations.. i think it is my jolliest month yet...

BUT sometimes (ok! most of the time), i feel lonely and alone inside and out... and the bad part was (is) IDK why...

and the worst scene is that 'suicide' thingy will always popped into my head... but i'm too intelligent (hahah! kidding) to do such a thing...

but yeah! i really felt ALONE... 'til now...

and maybe (just maybe!) this not the right place for me to live... (just a thought)... what choices do i have???

maybe i'll just follow where my North wind IS...if only i had a COMPASS! (make any sense?)

and as for now, i'll just have to appreciate what is given to me and DEPRECIATE bad thoughts!!! (it's a good thing, right?)

and oh! i almost forgot... Happy Birthday to my Friend.. Charles Cyril Alvar Apigo... :)

'till then folks! this has been MAICA,,, signing OFF... *_*